. I suppose i'll make this post abit smaller than the usual ones since im having another one of my unhappy moods again. I've been trying to get myself back on track with everything but things seems to be so cold.... I feel nothing but guilt and sorrow for myself. I know what I should be doing this year as well as next year but it seems the road ahead is just so dark and cloudy. Feels like all kinds of depressing emotions are shielding me away from my goal... I just dont really know what to do anymore. Where do I go? Should I cry for help? Should I plead? Should I fall once again? All I could do now is admire other peoples positivity and ambitions. Will I eventually wake up from this slow start and get my self in gear? I sure do hope so, I must push myself further and stop waiting. Waiting for what I wonder? I just dont know anymore. 
I've lost my light and a piece of my soul, I now know how damaging time could be. No matter how you look at it; Time will always be your enemy.... Whether you want it to or not. It may sound stupid but it always seems to turn others against you as well as yourself. Not trying to sound emo! I'm really thankful for the things I have in my life but nothing can simply bring me a smile anymore. I really dont mind what happens to me and im starting to care less about people. Nobody is to blame and yet.... Why does it feel as if im grasping for nothing? A prize I simply let get away. No matter how much power I try to summon from my soul it seems like nothing comes out. Nothing really matters anymore....Figure Mischief:
^Told you i'd do it eventually lol. I have The Grim Reaper sitting here on my desk (cloakless xD). He's gaining himself a tan as well as a healthy glow in the dark. I hope i'll be able to take more dark photos of him pretty soon. I am currently working on a new Light Tent for more legit photos and so far.... Progress is coming great, sooner or later i'll be sure to pay more attention to what I enjoy doing ^^.
Hot Toys Spiderman?!:
So Hot Tots finally steps up the plate at attempting a 1/6 Scale Spiderman figure. This really does amaze me since the material used for his suit looks much more decent than the medicom's vinyl suit approach (NOT to mention that Hot Toy's bodies are MUCH MORE STURDY -.-). These are simply prototype images though. I certainly hope they make this figure as well as possible for the near future! Usually these prototype snapshots looks great until they finally release the figure and it ends up looking ½ as good as it did before. Looks like Hot Toys is already slapping my face with interest for next year as well as that new Edaction Seamless body... But HEY! Keep Scrolling down buddy:
Yep! Stop rubbing your eyes 
!!! Naruto 1/6 scale figures do exist. These seem to be custom made by GUBOQIAN. Seems like he has made quite a few of these and they are very hard to get a hold of. I havent really looked into this figure but I've heard that his creations sell up to $900USD (wow...). There's no way in hell alot of us could afford these but HEY! Doesnt mean I cant share The Blog Information with you. The page seems to be in Chinese so im sure some of you might turn on your browser translator or may even be able to read it. I havent really heard OR have looked up GUBOQIAN's creations but a few of them look pretty cool. I'm pretty sure this figure will inspire alot of collected to start creating custom figures/bashes based on this project. Hope the link helps those of you who are actually interested in spending ^^;;;;.
!!! Naruto 1/6 scale figures do exist. These seem to be custom made by GUBOQIAN. Seems like he has made quite a few of these and they are very hard to get a hold of. I havent really looked into this figure but I've heard that his creations sell up to $900USD (wow...). There's no way in hell alot of us could afford these but HEY! Doesnt mean I cant share The Blog Information with you. The page seems to be in Chinese so im sure some of you might turn on your browser translator or may even be able to read it. I havent really heard OR have looked up GUBOQIAN's creations but a few of them look pretty cool. I'm pretty sure this figure will inspire alot of collected to start creating custom figures/bashes based on this project. Hope the link helps those of you who are actually interested in spending ^^;;;;.Random Comment: You barely take any photos of your collection!
- I kinda do and at the same time.... I dont really spend alot of time taking snapshots of my figures since my mind hasnt been at ease lately. It's hard to relax and enjoy the feeling of WHAT you're taking photos of when your mind is full of stress and guilt. Some people just see Photography and a "Just point and shoot" kind of deal but not for me. I like to observe the feeling of the atmosphere as well as the mood of the lighting, color, and feeling of the area. There's a big difference between taking photos in your bathroom and taking photos outside during the afternoon where the sunlight is juuuuuust right and everything seems so radiant!
Yessss I know my photos still need some work. I want to take better photos of Light and edit them using Gimp. Guess i'll have to go through Gimp Basics again to remember how to correct photos properly
.About the anime... I've just been watching Yu Yu Hakusho (In case you forgot: Kewabara is my favorite character
). He has a sword and could cut through demensions.... Beat THAT Hiei. Also been looking forward to check out Kinnikuman and Welcome to the NHK. People on facebook posting OLD childhood cartoon photos makes me miss watching Tama and Friends as well as Ultimate Muscle on Fox 11 during Saturday morning... I guess those times will never happen again 
. Ah well, thank goodness for Youtube right?Enjoy! Look for part 2 on your own . I do have a couple of other links to share before I do end this post:
. I do have a couple of other links to share before I do end this post:Ever wanted to see High School Musical with Street Fighter characters? Sounds LAME but trust me... This might be a musical you'll actually WATCH (look for part 2):
Do you like watching House?:
http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/5/8/16603//HouseBeat.swf
Mama Luigi ?! Magic Balloon......:
?! Magic Balloon......:http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/5/8/16603//mamaluigi.swf
Prachka! Use the arrow keys to slide the BLINKING box over to the red block USING the other blocks as boundaries. DONT slide off screen!:
http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/5/8/16603//Prachka.swf
I have a feeling that a buddy of mine on Yahoo MAY be reading this, This is a shout out for you man!:
This is a shout out for you man!:http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/5/8/16603//DragonBallHalo.swf
Thanks alot for listening to my emoness everyone. I'll add one more swf file just cause I like ya...... Alot..... But dont take that too seriously! 
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:http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/5/8/16603//SonicMaracas.swf
P.S. Also updated the mp3 player. Now up to 10 songs! A few unchaged songs that'll make your ears bleed, a few new ones, and 2 Holiday sounding songs. Happy Holidays Everyone! 
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